http://www.aetv.com/hammertime/video/index.jsp?bcpid=21711660001&bclid=23867368001&bctid=25457459001
HAHAHAHAHHA that is awesome.
Thats all im updating for now it was just too funny not to.
Sunday, June 7, 2009
Monday, May 11, 2009
omfg
Been so ridiculously busy with my new job ect ect.
T.T I am happy with the job but i HATE morning shifts.
Well i just today also get to start a crafting project for a site called swap bot. Really awesome site and i am very excited to start my projects. I make something send it to my partner in the project and they send me something too =) Sounds like fun!
Also!!! MY RAFFY IS VISITING THIS WEEK! o.o this weekend will be so hard on me and alex well atleast saturday/sunday will be because saturday we have a wedding 2 hours away and then sunday i have to work at 7 in the morning. Oh did i mention that the wedding isn't until 5pm? D= i should have listened to alex and raffy and not gotten a job until after the summer was over. But... still i like the job... I just wish i had waited.... But then i wouldnt be able to get my wisdom teeth removed until near my birthday, now i should be able to remove them in july - if i keep the job of course - which is the plan for me atleast - although alex would much rather me quit since he has to drive me x.x'
alright my post is done i need to sleep
MUCH LOVE TO ALL.
T.T I am happy with the job but i HATE morning shifts.
Well i just today also get to start a crafting project for a site called swap bot. Really awesome site and i am very excited to start my projects. I make something send it to my partner in the project and they send me something too =) Sounds like fun!
Also!!! MY RAFFY IS VISITING THIS WEEK! o.o this weekend will be so hard on me and alex well atleast saturday/sunday will be because saturday we have a wedding 2 hours away and then sunday i have to work at 7 in the morning. Oh did i mention that the wedding isn't until 5pm? D= i should have listened to alex and raffy and not gotten a job until after the summer was over. But... still i like the job... I just wish i had waited.... But then i wouldnt be able to get my wisdom teeth removed until near my birthday, now i should be able to remove them in july - if i keep the job of course - which is the plan for me atleast - although alex would much rather me quit since he has to drive me x.x'
alright my post is done i need to sleep
MUCH LOVE TO ALL.
Saturday, April 25, 2009
Random ranting and lil update
So this is just a bs post because i have to get it off my mind.
I feel awful because i feel like i have lost my friend destiny.
See i am awful at talking to my friends often especially when i go hermit as alex has related to me. I understand the way i am, fighting is futile and makes me feel bad because i think my friends begin to think i am not there for them... Of course i would like to think i am there for them when they need to talk but i understand that it is easier to just talk to the person who is always there because they know what is going on in your life ect ect. I'm just not that person for anyone right now. It kinda makes me sad... Okay it makes me really sad.
I mean i have alex. The love of my life. But I think i will always wish i were more, or something for him. Like more perfect of a woman blah blah blah. It's just not me, but knowing he still loves me. I have to bring that to my nonsensical heads thinking... Just hard sometimes...
Back to destiny.
I played friendly or tried with her new guy friend, snow, on myspace. Well i stopped doing it because i went hermit. Today i wanted to check in with friends, so i got on. So i see he had written me a message something like this 'It has bought d, you okay?' Kind of him to ask, yes yes. Disrespectful and assholish to call me an it. I was soo insulted by that. But anyways, destiny isn't telling me much At ALL any more about her life and stuff. Even when i shot a message her way... Of course my sweet dez always tells me she misses me and stuff. But bleh.... I sent her a message to ask how she was and she says that and when am i moving back... I mean i know other things go on in her life but im just not a part of knowing about it if im not there... So i am hurt and confused, and maybe even concerned about my friendship with destiny, and if there is something i am missing and why i would be called an 'it' I feel like im acting jealous over snow, but i am not.
I am quite upset because my best friend no longer, even while i was in oklahoma, includes me in a spiritual side. She did there for a bit connect with me, i think. But i worry that snow is leading her on a fantastical journey, and falling for it like with another guy she dated. I feel like a BITCH for saying that... GRRR. I hope i am wrong, but weather or not its true - i've lasted past it before. And she'll always be my girl bff, just no replacing her.
Bleh i dont know what else to think. I don't know if that means let her eventually come talk to me again, or just go ahead and reply to her, ...... Or maybe just focus more on new friendship with stephanie and my guy bff raffy who will be visiting soon - woots.
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Okay no more rampage down here.
Alex recently got us both each nintendo dsi. I've been rocking out playing pokemon. Woots. Oh and also brain age, i started at age 62, now im at 39. Alex of course better than me. He started at like 59? and now he is at 28.
We drove around earlier the day he got the ds's. Pictures!!
We also went on an adventure to powderhorn wildlife management park, at like midnight. It was fun, the sky - ugh amazing and clear. We walked around a bit but not far into it because alex was using a cellphone and a ds, me also my ds - as light. It was soo dark out there, with the car off - you couldnt see your feet. So FUN!! But we did hear rustling and twigs breaking all around us. Either lots of animals or hmm...
No sky picture but a picture of a spirit orb maybe? Had several others but this one is the best?
Okay now also an update on everything else. Ive been doing great on keeping the house clean. Trying to be nice though to alex even though he refuses to clean the kitchen for days and days.... Even after i do a very good pre-clean... like all he needs to do is unload and reload the dish washer and take out the garbage.
Oh and i haven't practiced with my sphere T.T' I need to but pokemon are controlling my hands almost from wake up to bed. So needless to say i don't feel i can post a video with absolutely no practice... But i still have the great surprise when i do finally record me again.
So k thnx
Much love around the world and back to the moon.
smile!!!!
I feel awful because i feel like i have lost my friend destiny.
See i am awful at talking to my friends often especially when i go hermit as alex has related to me. I understand the way i am, fighting is futile and makes me feel bad because i think my friends begin to think i am not there for them... Of course i would like to think i am there for them when they need to talk but i understand that it is easier to just talk to the person who is always there because they know what is going on in your life ect ect. I'm just not that person for anyone right now. It kinda makes me sad... Okay it makes me really sad.
I mean i have alex. The love of my life. But I think i will always wish i were more, or something for him. Like more perfect of a woman blah blah blah. It's just not me, but knowing he still loves me. I have to bring that to my nonsensical heads thinking... Just hard sometimes...
Back to destiny.
I played friendly or tried with her new guy friend, snow, on myspace. Well i stopped doing it because i went hermit. Today i wanted to check in with friends, so i got on. So i see he had written me a message something like this 'It has bought d, you okay?' Kind of him to ask, yes yes. Disrespectful and assholish to call me an it. I was soo insulted by that. But anyways, destiny isn't telling me much At ALL any more about her life and stuff. Even when i shot a message her way... Of course my sweet dez always tells me she misses me and stuff. But bleh.... I sent her a message to ask how she was and she says that and when am i moving back... I mean i know other things go on in her life but im just not a part of knowing about it if im not there... So i am hurt and confused, and maybe even concerned about my friendship with destiny, and if there is something i am missing and why i would be called an 'it' I feel like im acting jealous over snow, but i am not.
I am quite upset because my best friend no longer, even while i was in oklahoma, includes me in a spiritual side. She did there for a bit connect with me, i think. But i worry that snow is leading her on a fantastical journey, and falling for it like with another guy she dated. I feel like a BITCH for saying that... GRRR. I hope i am wrong, but weather or not its true - i've lasted past it before. And she'll always be my girl bff, just no replacing her.
Bleh i dont know what else to think. I don't know if that means let her eventually come talk to me again, or just go ahead and reply to her, ...... Or maybe just focus more on new friendship with stephanie and my guy bff raffy who will be visiting soon - woots.
---------------
Okay no more rampage down here.
Alex recently got us both each nintendo dsi. I've been rocking out playing pokemon. Woots. Oh and also brain age, i started at age 62, now im at 39. Alex of course better than me. He started at like 59? and now he is at 28.
We drove around earlier the day he got the ds's. Pictures!!
We also went on an adventure to powderhorn wildlife management park, at like midnight. It was fun, the sky - ugh amazing and clear. We walked around a bit but not far into it because alex was using a cellphone and a ds, me also my ds - as light. It was soo dark out there, with the car off - you couldnt see your feet. So FUN!! But we did hear rustling and twigs breaking all around us. Either lots of animals or hmm...
No sky picture but a picture of a spirit orb maybe? Had several others but this one is the best?
Okay now also an update on everything else. Ive been doing great on keeping the house clean. Trying to be nice though to alex even though he refuses to clean the kitchen for days and days.... Even after i do a very good pre-clean... like all he needs to do is unload and reload the dish washer and take out the garbage.
Oh and i haven't practiced with my sphere T.T' I need to but pokemon are controlling my hands almost from wake up to bed. So needless to say i don't feel i can post a video with absolutely no practice... But i still have the great surprise when i do finally record me again.
So k thnx
Much love around the world and back to the moon.
smile!!!!
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Random post
So my raffy had said he was having a problem with posting a comment on here, and it got me to thinking i need to make a post for the week =).
So lets see an update!
Earlier this week i met Stephanie? not sure if i'm spelling that correct x.x'
But shes a nice girl, moved up here from florida and her fiance is joining her this week from there. We smoked, I was high as a kite! And we watched some movies. I got her interested in contact juggling ^^.
Today alex and i went to the laundry mat, and i decided that mexicans only arrive after a certain time because they have to drop their kids off to school. I have NOTHING against mexicans. But i have a huge problem with most that i have been around at our laundry mat.
Lets see... Oh we also went to korean food restaurant. We brought home some side dishes. I'm pretty much addicted to them. I make my own spinach one, the red one is cut kimchi. Idk what the cucumber one is called ^^''
Here is a picture also of a soup alex made for me. It looks sooo gross. But i swear it is delicious. One of those things you just have to close your eyes and try it.
Oh so i also have to share a story of a dumb woman on myspace.
Yesterday i think i made a new myspace just for the apps so i could invite many many many so i wouldn't disturb my friends and family with them.
So i go through random lists, add people, invite them apps ect ect.
Today i get on an received an email from a woman saying this.
"I want MY FIANCE off your top or i will delete you from his friends list"
Now i do want to share i don't give a fuck who you are or w/e, don't yell at me, don't tempt me or try and make me do something. I wanted to be really mean but i also wanted the woman to realize she was being stupid. I'll share what i wrote back.
"Attention ma'am,
My friends list top's are set to random, If you would refresh my profile over and over you can see that.
Secondly If you could read properly on my page i am listed as in a relationship.
Learn about myspace, and don't assume people are whores as you assume your fiance is by thinking that. You are not only trying to attack me, but him as well. I would do the same wondering about my boyfriend but our relationship is stable and I trust him to tell me anything i ask. Perhaps you should have asked your husband why he is in my friends list. Then he would have probably figured it was due to the myspace apps, which certain ones you need people to become your friends for. I use this myspace page for my apps so that my friends and family on my other page are not bothered by me sending a million app invites out.
Have a good day.
Congratulations.
Thanks =)
~Z Kitty"
Seemed reasonable enough of a reply. Yes i felt like i was belittling her a bit. But she needed it. So a bit later, no response but i do notice he is no longer in my friends list. =) Piece of advice, never be that woman (or man) who cant stand corrected.
Lets see what else...
Oh how bout an update on my steps.
Step one, My juggling. Hmm i've been practicing but i feel like im not doing very well. So i'm taking some steps back on it and only am working on a few things. Oh and i talked to senseistrange. Sooo cool. He suggests i try recording myself in front of firelight. Sounded like a fun idea so i'll do that this saturday with candles, a mirror in front of me and a surprise! The surprise i can't say until the video is out. But i painted my wooden ball red in case i feel like switching to it during the video.
Step two, I havent even gotten my stupid page printed >.< So no comment.
Step three, our sleep schedule got fucked again. Should be fixed now? Still aiming for one job application this week.
Step four, I had two crazy dreams last night. One of me and alex getting married. The day of our wedding, friday, something came up - i mentally broke down from all the stress of the preparation of the wedding. In all my dreams of us marrying, i always notice my dress. I think it is part of the symbolism to make me know its our wedding. Well our marriage gets put off not one day but 3 days and we don't have it until monday due to more and more problems arising. Monday comes around and i wake up. Strange to me that the only dreams i can think of at the moment of alex and i getting married - they all have some sort of sadness that scares me during the dream. Like we can never get married happily.
Oh and note to self, Astral Plane is calling.
Step five, Ive taken playing far on the new myspace. Count is being a booger. I was on wlo yesterday. Moussa told me i had a lot of work to do on our forums x.x'''''''''' Scaryyyyy! Alex has just been purely annoying me recently. But he doesn't seem to care how it makes me feel. The apartment though, It is still fairly keeping clean! Only problem is in the bed room where our we have no dirty laundry atm, but 4 bags of clean laundry that need put away x.x'''' I ate as much soup that alex made as utterly possible. Infact i really enjoy the broth part so i pretty much just ate that and left all the other nummies inside. But we have groceries and i admit i haven't eaten much of our fresh fruit yet but i'm eager to =)
That's about it for an update.
OH Crap no it's not.
There is a movie out called 'Phoebe in Wonderland' Watch that movie.
I thoroughly enjoyed it as a movie about a little girl who has problems.
No this is not a movie that is all fun and joyous.
It is a story about a little girl who has to escape to wonderland in her mind.
I would recommend it to anyone but i think children can also watch the movie with a great understanding.
HAVE A GREAT DAY
HUGS TO ALL!
SMILE MORE!
~Z Kitty
So lets see an update!
Earlier this week i met Stephanie? not sure if i'm spelling that correct x.x'
But shes a nice girl, moved up here from florida and her fiance is joining her this week from there. We smoked, I was high as a kite! And we watched some movies. I got her interested in contact juggling ^^.
Today alex and i went to the laundry mat, and i decided that mexicans only arrive after a certain time because they have to drop their kids off to school. I have NOTHING against mexicans. But i have a huge problem with most that i have been around at our laundry mat.
Lets see... Oh we also went to korean food restaurant. We brought home some side dishes. I'm pretty much addicted to them. I make my own spinach one, the red one is cut kimchi. Idk what the cucumber one is called ^^''
Here is a picture also of a soup alex made for me. It looks sooo gross. But i swear it is delicious. One of those things you just have to close your eyes and try it.
Oh so i also have to share a story of a dumb woman on myspace.
Yesterday i think i made a new myspace just for the apps so i could invite many many many so i wouldn't disturb my friends and family with them.
So i go through random lists, add people, invite them apps ect ect.
Today i get on an received an email from a woman saying this.
"I want MY FIANCE off your top or i will delete you from his friends list"
Now i do want to share i don't give a fuck who you are or w/e, don't yell at me, don't tempt me or try and make me do something. I wanted to be really mean but i also wanted the woman to realize she was being stupid. I'll share what i wrote back.
"Attention ma'am,
My friends list top's are set to random, If you would refresh my profile over and over you can see that.
Secondly If you could read properly on my page i am listed as in a relationship.
Learn about myspace, and don't assume people are whores as you assume your fiance is by thinking that. You are not only trying to attack me, but him as well. I would do the same wondering about my boyfriend but our relationship is stable and I trust him to tell me anything i ask. Perhaps you should have asked your husband why he is in my friends list. Then he would have probably figured it was due to the myspace apps, which certain ones you need people to become your friends for. I use this myspace page for my apps so that my friends and family on my other page are not bothered by me sending a million app invites out.
Have a good day.
Congratulations.
Thanks =)
~Z Kitty"
Seemed reasonable enough of a reply. Yes i felt like i was belittling her a bit. But she needed it. So a bit later, no response but i do notice he is no longer in my friends list. =) Piece of advice, never be that woman (or man) who cant stand corrected.
Lets see what else...
Oh how bout an update on my steps.
Step one, My juggling. Hmm i've been practicing but i feel like im not doing very well. So i'm taking some steps back on it and only am working on a few things. Oh and i talked to senseistrange. Sooo cool. He suggests i try recording myself in front of firelight. Sounded like a fun idea so i'll do that this saturday with candles, a mirror in front of me and a surprise! The surprise i can't say until the video is out. But i painted my wooden ball red in case i feel like switching to it during the video.
Step two, I havent even gotten my stupid page printed >.< So no comment.
Step three, our sleep schedule got fucked again. Should be fixed now? Still aiming for one job application this week.
Step four, I had two crazy dreams last night. One of me and alex getting married. The day of our wedding, friday, something came up - i mentally broke down from all the stress of the preparation of the wedding. In all my dreams of us marrying, i always notice my dress. I think it is part of the symbolism to make me know its our wedding. Well our marriage gets put off not one day but 3 days and we don't have it until monday due to more and more problems arising. Monday comes around and i wake up. Strange to me that the only dreams i can think of at the moment of alex and i getting married - they all have some sort of sadness that scares me during the dream. Like we can never get married happily.
Oh and note to self, Astral Plane is calling.
Step five, Ive taken playing far on the new myspace. Count is being a booger. I was on wlo yesterday. Moussa told me i had a lot of work to do on our forums x.x'''''''''' Scaryyyyy! Alex has just been purely annoying me recently. But he doesn't seem to care how it makes me feel. The apartment though, It is still fairly keeping clean! Only problem is in the bed room where our we have no dirty laundry atm, but 4 bags of clean laundry that need put away x.x'''' I ate as much soup that alex made as utterly possible. Infact i really enjoy the broth part so i pretty much just ate that and left all the other nummies inside. But we have groceries and i admit i haven't eaten much of our fresh fruit yet but i'm eager to =)
That's about it for an update.
OH Crap no it's not.
There is a movie out called 'Phoebe in Wonderland' Watch that movie.
I thoroughly enjoyed it as a movie about a little girl who has problems.
No this is not a movie that is all fun and joyous.
It is a story about a little girl who has to escape to wonderland in her mind.
I would recommend it to anyone but i think children can also watch the movie with a great understanding.
HAVE A GREAT DAY
HUGS TO ALL!
SMILE MORE!
~Z Kitty
Sunday, April 12, 2009
Saturday, April 11, 2009
Blarg.
I don't get to make a cj video today, I've been busy working on my list from yesterday.
These are the things i am fairly certain i wont get done today =\..
Ferrets play
Page copied
SparkPeople
Raffy
CJ
CJ Video
Tomorrow i also need to -
Mop Kitchen
Vacuum APT
=) Im very proud that i got so much accomplished today!
Monday I have a lot to do, i'm going to try and make sure that i can get as much done before then. Hmm Laundry maybe on sunday?
I don't get to make a cj video today, I've been busy working on my list from yesterday.
These are the things i am fairly certain i wont get done today =\..
Ferrets play
Page copied
SparkPeople
Raffy
CJ
CJ Video
Tomorrow i also need to -
Mop Kitchen
Vacuum APT
=) Im very proud that i got so much accomplished today!
Monday I have a lot to do, i'm going to try and make sure that i can get as much done before then. Hmm Laundry maybe on sunday?
Friday, April 10, 2009
Things to do tommorow
I did a great job today! I'm very proud of myself for getting so much i wanted to do, done.
yesterdays left overs of to do
wlo wrath forums
ferrets play
page copied
spark people
todays
2029 forums
myspace
destiny
raffy
bedroom clean up
bathroom clean up
hallway closet clean up
cj
cj video
make a grocery list
yesterdays left overs of to do
wlo wrath forums
ferrets play
page copied
spark people
todays
2029 forums
myspace
destiny
raffy
bedroom clean up
bathroom clean up
hallway closet clean up
cj
cj video
make a grocery list
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